Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Practice makes perfect :)

After months of not really putting much time and effort into the piano because of studies and various other reasons, tomorrow, I shall revive my love affair with music.

Going to take David's advice and practice as much as I can, whenever I can. Every free time I have will be devoted to learning as much as I can and practicing. (:

I can doooo this. :) ohyeah. *determined face*

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Coincidence?

It's scary how your update sounded as though you had read my post.

:/ Oh, if only that were true.
Then I can push that little thought out of my head....or make larger room for it. HEH.
I highly doubt so, though. But if you did, could you please let me know?

Sigh.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Unknowingly, yet powerfully.

Dear _________ ,

       You may never know this (unless you're reading this now, although it's highly unlikely), but you've played a huge role in my life this year. If you didn't cause me to question and think about my capabilities,  God-given talents, my hearts desires, dreams and visions, hope and love, I might never have reached this point where although my heart is still looking for directions and seeking the right answers from the one above, I know that I'm on my way to making the right decision for my future.

       Unknowingly, you have motivated me to do my very best in whatever I do, and to love what I'm doing. You taught me how to worship Him in a whole new way and in a different perspective. You brought life back into something in me that had died down for a while after being piled upon by studies and stress. 

       Through our short conversations, you managed to remind me of the joy that we only get when we are serving Him- in everything we do. Your updates reminded me to give praise to God where it is due and to thank Him for everything He's done and is doing in my life. Your stories reminded me that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. You've reminded me of many things, but most of all, you reminded me of who I am and who we're living for.

       Your life is so full of God's blessings and favour that nobody can deny the fact that God is there in your every day, your every action, your every word. Your child-like faith has inspired me and your drive and passion for what you do brought out my love and passion for what I do; even if it happened at totally the wrong time- right in the beginning of my second semester.

       I believe God brought you into my life - or me into your life, depending on how you look at it - at such a time, throughout the years, for a purpose. He knew that there were greater plans for my life than what I had already planned out. By allowing us to stumble upon each other again and again at such points in my life is what I would call divine intervention, as corny and lame as it may sound. Every time I saw you around or talked to you, it's as if my heart participated in a round of tug-of-war. Not in the lovey dovey way, but in the love and passion kinda way. As though you had reminded me of a dream far away that I had pushed aside because I considered it impossible, and my heartstrings were being tugged once again my that dream, each time we conversed. I should've known and believed that the desire that was previously in my heart was put there by God. I am again reminded now that nothing is impossible for God

He holds my world in His hands, and I am truly thankful for it.

       If only you knew how much you've been a blessing in my life. Unfortunately, I'm afraid that my words may have been misunderstood or my intentions wrongly interpreted, as it might occur when one writes instead of speaks. In the future, when I'm in the midst of chasing or living my dream, I shall read this post again and whisper a prayer to thank God for everything you've done for me, in your own way - unknowingly, yet powerfully, and yet another for Him to continue blessing you so that you can be a blessing to others, such as you have been in my life.

       Thank you for being patient with me. I might have come across as just another fan-girl, which I might have sounded like, but don't get the wrong impression, though. I just really admired you, and besides, you were the only one at that time that I could talk to about it who could provide me enough information and advice.

       I will always be grateful for what you have done. One day, by the will and grace of God, we would be able to serve Him together, each of us doing what we love best, all for His glory.